JessieJay. ♥

damn

2009-10-11T22:40:00.000-07:00

Gosh, down there the lines.. Just ignore it ! can't change it !

ballet.

2009-10-10T08:34:00.000-07:00

Today, I had to dance some childish steps at my ballet studio for the concert that is coming soon on december 6 just 4 days before my birthday..
Heheh.
Anyways, I think I can think of the dance step better than the teacher. xD
I mean I'm serious.
Instead of just the same boring step jumping around like a small kid, holding hands.
But its okay la.
Don't wanna complain a lot.
I'll dance sexily.

amazingly crazy !

2009-10-10T08:10:00.000-07:00

Yesterday, was so fun..
I didn't know that playing dares with andrea will be very fun.
But it turn out amazingly crazy and fun.. :)
me and andrea went totally hyper and we didn't know what we done was really 'wrong' . :)
but still I had a lot of fun and I'll do it again if andrea would want to.
The next time, it'll be more advance..
Hehe :)

2009-07-24T08:50:00.000-07:00

Don't think negatif..
God isn't that unfair !
Its my fault for making things so complicated..
I'm sorryif I made you look like a fool..
Do what I told you..
You'll never know..
Whatever your feeling now is the way i'm also feeling now..
It kills me a lot..
Few more days to go.. :)

2009-07-19T07:46:00.000-07:00

Hey andrea :) !

This one's for you !.. :)

How's your stomach?

Isn't getting better?

I hopeyou will get well soon !!!

I miss you a lot.. :)

and I wanna practise running with you.. :)

Oh, and one more thing,

I've been praying for your stomach and also for you and..

Hehe! ( are you sure your not pregnant?.. kidding )

2009-07-19T07:41:00.000-07:00

Why is life complicated sometimes?

THere's always so many road that you've to go..

And sometimes you have to stop at someone at it makes you feel like dying..

Especially when your a teenager..

There's many problem..

Friendship,

Family,

and so on..

Why ?!

If God have given me some kind of power

I would like to protect this world..

:) hehe

2009-07-19T07:33:00.000-07:00

I don't hate everyone,

Eventhough you've made me feel so left out sometimes..

You may call ma a ditcher maybe i deserve it sometimes.

I tried to hold onto everything that have made me so left out like..

I'm just a bodyguard or something.

I'm sorr I don't either why am Isaying this.

Its complicated..

And hard to explain myself.

I just feel so..

Like I have no life, hopeless..

It's like I don't belong here..

SORRY.

...

2009-06-08T08:53:00.000-07:00

If ever anyone ask me which couple will i want them to last 4ever i'll say is Ian and Caryl, Andrea and Eu Lim.. I use to think that of all the guy's joshua is the only guy suitable for andrea but that he let her down.. Anyway, Andrea has Eu lim now.. so nothing to worry.. Gosh, i'm so random now i don't know what to say..

Isaac !! dont play with her

2009-06-08T08:45:00.000-07:00

Isaac, I think you should care about carine more and promise to not play her feeling's.. I wish u luck.. Carine likes you a lot and i dont think so u would hurt her feelings right? I trust u and dont make me not trust you. Anyway.. i am so blank now.. Well, the main reason is wanna say dont play with her feelings if u ever do that.. your gonna be so dead.. But just don't kay.. Wish u all the best and i dare you to last your relationship until form 5.. if can..

thnx Ashlyn !!

2009-06-08T08:34:00.000-07:00

Ashlyn, I admire ur house a lot.. ur house is so awesome and i love ur family.. and the movie u played today is like so touching and kinda romantic. Just too bad that we cant see the last part.. Aww MaNN.. Thats the part where it's fun.. so that Ian and Caryl.. I'm talking too much and also out of the topic anyway, I had a great day. Eventhough i can't stay a bit longer to.. But maybe next time.. And thnks for inviting me..

THANK YOU !!

I LOVE....

2009-06-08T08:25:00.000-07:00

I love Sherpy my teddy bear.. This teddy bear waaas given by isaac for my birthday present when i was 9 years old.. its a big and fluffy bear.. Not to mention Cute and adorable. Thats y i love sherpy so much.. actually i wanted to name it sherped but sherpy is a nice name for it too right? btw.. i love my dogs.. And sherpy !!

GOD I LOVE U

2009-06-06T08:14:00.000-07:00

I may be invisible in the crowd.. But i'm still a human living in this earth.. Everybody needs love and that go the saame to me.. If this world is as evil that i though i would like to change this world to a better place where everybody have thier love fair and square like how jesus love us without choosing.. I may be not perfect looking but that doesn't matter to GOD jesus anyway.. I would just like to have my own love by myself one day.. I'm sorry to stingy but well

MAY GOD BLESS U !!

Sorry Benjamin !!

2009-06-06T08:09:00.000-07:00

I wanna say sorry to Benjamin.. I'm sorry i upsad u. But i can't force my self.. I'm so sorry. I know i'm such a stupid.. To just accept you in the first place i don't either have feelings. You know hu i like rite? Anyway, its all my fault.. And you don't have to write things that is not worth it.. Actually you can find a better girl than me.. I'm nothing i'm just a piece of paper.. I'm sorry the three days didn't really work out but being the best of friend are better being something..

SORRY !!

2009-06-06T08:02:00.000-07:00

I would like to wish this few couple luck.

Ian and Caryl

Isaac and Carine

Andrea and Eu Lim

And i wish Ashlyn and her guy luck..

Anyway, I wanna wish everyone who are desperate to couple i just pray that u find someone.. All those who are single don't be sad.. I'm single too.. Its cool.. Coupling sucks.. Its just a story.. Nothing special is juz a commom thing.. Just think about ur future.. And you'll have the most happiest time in the world.. The world will be just all urs..

2009-06-06T07:56:00.000-07:00

The first thing i wanna write in this blog is to thank ying ye for making this blog for me.. Eventhough i wanted somebody to help me to do its okay i guess she have her own thing to do.. Well, I would like to say sorry to this person that is my bestest friend. She have help me for almost 9 years since i was 4 years old.. She's the best.. If i ever can reach the stars in the sky i would bring her along.. i would lose everything in my life just to with her.. She's so special that i couldn't subsccribe her.. Anyway, if u've read this.. I just want u to know how special can somebody be to u..